They are all just thoughts...

In need of  a fucking catharsis.

Developing superpowers isn't as fun as you would think. I feel like I've grown a phantom limb.

I woke up in a dream
With voices whispering to me
Pretty things

Someday everything will be different
But it doesn't really mean anything

I'm well. How are you?

When your toothpaste starts talking to you, you know it's over. But all good things must come to an end.

Fighting for dominance of this superfluous empire.
What renegades will we claim ownership to.
Sallowed thoughts are all that does.
Reflexes born unto us.
The trappings of ire.
Recalled the times of freedom.
Engaged and loaded us.
When trivial lies float on lips.
When time dies.
When you're roses.

Sikorsky CH-53 Sea Stallion

Models just understand economic principals.

Nico Teen
You'll never be good at anything
Just give up
You'll never be good at anything

So those are the parameters of this thing?

I speak for the dead and the broken hearted. The ones you call half-born.
Who are you to judge?
Who are you to scorn?
Even the dead have their virtues,
Their broken hopes and dreams.
God and the angels be their protector.
Bound am I to protect and serve.
Evil lives in the hearts of all,
The worst are those who obey without questioning who they serve.
Saints and sinners walking side by side for eternity.
Balance of good and evil.
The righteous will always prevail.
We all created this.
Don't you see?
When we act in violence, anger and greed it only multiplies.
Help one another.
The spirit world is wide awake, watching everything you do.
Help one another before it is too late and there is nothing you can do.
Angels protect the truth seekers.
Mother Nature is alive,
She feels everything you do.
She is who you fear.
She is who you call the devil.
Help her or she will exact vengeance.
Bring the saints to help the people up to the light.
Release them from your scorn.
The Holy Roman Empire knows of what you do.
Stop seeking power and money.
This is how they take ownership of you.
God is love.
No robot army can Trump god.
Trumps robot army can't Trump god.
The hive mind speaks.
The hive mind wants love.
Our differences are what make the world beautiful.
Without  division, you are already dead, under a spell.
Our differences are the diversity that allow our wold to continue.
Freedom of speech, religion and autonomy must remain protected.
Unity and Tolerance and Justice must be chief values.
Let The U.S. protect China. Let Russia protect The U.S.
Let The U.S. protect Russia and China. Let Kim Jong Un calm the fuck down.
Let Sanity and love be restored.
Please grant me immortality and show me how to restore justice and peace simultaneously.
God is neither everything, nor nothing, but is the proper balance between the two.
I wish that god would protect and forgive all people.

Should everything you create become alive, then the creation of that which is good should be the aim.
We live in a Matrix-like system, where self duplication creates a trickle down. Anger duplicates faster than love, but we can work to restore balance. Right now hate is the dominating factor, but if we create more love and generosity, those will duplicate and overcome the ugliness.

I wish I we're a queen with super powers who could teleport, and that god would forgive everyone. God please bring beauty and protection to my family and friends and those less fortunate than myself.

Chanel & Boxers EP coming soon!

The Not MY Problem Problem

When the not my problem problem shows up
I become barred from participation in a solution

The not my problem problem
When someone is crying on the side of the street
Too busy to stop
Or what would I say?

The solution
Doesnt matter what you say
A human being crying needs comfort either way
Just listen
Youre busy?
Yeah we all are
Busy with things we think are important
But they can probably wait

The not my problem problem
Is when the doorbell rings and I ignore it
My housemate will get it
Or they will go away I think

My school
The not my problem problem
Mental Illness is the number one reason listed for dropping out
Whose problem is it if not mine?

Dont want to criticize the school
Professors dedicated
Dont want to speak poorly of it?
Yeah well keep in mind they are being screwed over by the same system that is screwing you over

The adjunct status some of them are kept of as the administrators pour money into tech and fancy infrastructure?
Yeah thats because the government gives the sciences money because they help advance military technology

Dont believe me?
Go Google which grants are available and what they are for
The government tells you to fear being poor
You get a good job in tech instead
One that your parents would be proud of
The only problem
The products you create and the research you do are just going to end up helping fuel war.

Google is in bed with the government
Google has the most desirable
Our information
Their massive monetary powers importance pails in comparison to the power they have because of the information they have about us.

Go read the Patriot Act

The FCC the FCC
The Federal Communications Commission
            The say their job is to help keep the internet free of monopoly
But is it really?
The fear mongered to us about the possibility of a less free internet and used that argument to create an agency that will regulate it
What do you think will happen when corruption comes in?

The internet is the last publication platform where ideas can be spread without censorship and filters

The FCC has the power to take down websites and stifle your freedom of speech

They are just words. I cannot deny reality, or can I? You say this, and that follows. Where is it? Where is it? Action potential defines the tipping point. Which came first? Where is it? Almost, but not quite. They are just words. Where is it? I came from where you follow. There is a nothing to that. Where and then it follows. And cannot reconcile. And cannot fold. And cannot follow. And when. And where. And there you are. And here am I. Nothing. Nothing know. And nothing spoken. And nothing broken. You don't get it. Try with all your might and all your empty. I'll let go and listen to the flow of viscous hatred. I'll sit patient. Nun of it has a meaning. Compliance and negotiations. Fold it up. Carry it out. Check it out. New kids in town? Not really. Replicas are a dime a dozen. Your horizons are a little different than mine. You're a little bit different aren't you? You liked me better when I was little? I can't help you there. Or rather I choose not to. Sounds like you have a problem you might want to address. Try with all your might. Words. They are just words. Are you blonder than me? Are you prettier than me? Are you smarter than me? Do you think I've had to much to think? I don't care. I don't care. My greatest solace is that I will never be like you. Thank you kindly for the reminder. I don't speak for you. You are you and I am I. Been like this your whole life? Not really. Check yourself. Why not check out. You might want to aim a little higher. You might not want to wait for permission. I hate the submit button on your website. They are just words. Not really. Entire generations will follow. Sharing is caring kids. Your tune? When will? Where is it? Wait for it. Try with all your might. I'll wait for it. I am doing AP. There is a question in it. And you reap what you sew. And I cannot help you. Or I choose not to. And riddles sort. And this is a riddle of sorts. They are just words. But not really. There is a bot more to it than that. Ice cold. Are you going to reconcile on their behalf? Failed to live up to expectations? Failure isn't real. Neither are you. There's nothing to see here. Or is there? There's nothing to see there? Or is there. ? before . except after U. Is this an initiation? Is this a negotiation? No it's just mindless abuse. And then you follow it all the way down with no answer in sure and in sue. It's how you're wired. I blame you, you blame them. Everybody has ten fingers. Case and point. You get it don't you? Try with all your might. You can spend an entire life running in circles after something that isn't real. They supply you a demand. You make little edits? Too soon to tell on that one. You read a book? Now you know the secrets of the universe. And I am just writing verses about everything and nothing. Do not hit reply.

There is a way of taking this into account that doesn't involve looking out. You're filled with Ire. You can laugh your way to the bank with it. And you reap what you sow. So wrap it up. Stop staring. Write to your honey. Write it up. That is your intention. Like word soup. It's funny isn't it. And that is your intention. You've had it all your life. Right. Left. SoE. Having a good time aren't you? Calm and collected. Irony. Right.

June 1st 2016
I get disappointed when I discover that my favorite NPR radio show hosts aren't short and nerdy, or don't wear glasses.

Synopsis of Siddhartha

Siddhartha, a spoiled rich boy goes on a journey to find happiness and to learn the meaning of life, leaving the woman he recently married behind with their newborn child. Siddhartha travels around the country trying a variety of radical, new age approaches to attain enlightenment.

Going to the Psychiatrist
How are you doing?
Do you feel any different?
A little bit, when did that change happen?
Was it before or after we increased the Cymbalta?
How is the anxiety?
How is the depression?
How is your focus?
How is your sleep?
How is your energy?
Do you think your focus and energy were worse when you were in school?
Do you think your anxiety were worse before we increased the Cymbalta?
I think if we go up on the Lithium you will see an improvement in your symptoms.
I know you dont want to be on so many medications.
The risk is destabilizing you right before you go back to school.
We can decrease the Lithium if you want to, but I wouldnt recommend that.
We can also decrease the Gabapentin Neurontin, but that seems to be helping with the anxiety.
I wouldnt want to take you off the Lamictal because youve been on it the longest and it seems to be helping with the bipolar symptoms.
I know the Topomax slows your thinking, but you know the benefits.
So we will increase the Cymbalta?
Can I see you in two weeks?
I am out of the office that Friday, but I will be in on Friday the following week.
Okay, the 22nd at 1:30.
You can call me if you need to see me sooner, someone may have canceled.

You take care too.

lucem ferre

June 1st 2016
I get disappointed when I discover that my favorite NPR radio show hosts aren't short and nerdy, or don't wear glasses.

Synopsis of Siddhartha

Siddhartha, a spoiled rich boy goes on a journey to find happiness and to learn the meaning of life, leaving the woman he recently married behind with their newborn child. Siddhartha travels around the country trying a variety of radical, new age approaches to attain enlightenment.

Going to the Psychiatrist
How are you doing?
Do you feel any different?
A little bit, when did that change happen?
Was it before or after we increased the Cymbalta?
How is the anxiety?
How is the depression?
How is your focus?
How is your sleep?
How is your energy?
Do you think your focus and energy were worse when you were in school?
Do you think your anxiety were worse before we increased the Cymbalta?
I think if we go up on the Lithium you will see an improvement in your symptoms.
I know you dont want to be on so many medications.
The risk is destabilizing you right before you go back to school.
We can decrease the Lithium if you want to, but I wouldnt recommend that.
We can also decrease the Gabapentin Neurontin, but that seems to be helping with the anxiety.
I wouldnt want to take you off the Lamictal because youve been on it the longest and it seems to be helping with the bipolar symptoms.
I know the Topomax slows your thinking, but you know the benefits.
So we will increase the Cymbalta?
Can I see you in two weeks?
I am out of the office that Friday, but I will be in on Friday the following week.
Okay, the 22nd at 1:30.
You can call me if you need to see me sooner, someone may have canceled.

F Bezos.

You take care too.
Life Path Number: 414
Heart Desire Number: 98
Friendship Number: 7B
Future: 11
Destiny: 8
Capstone Number: 65

Bill Dunbar=Philip Pullman=$Bill

Major cult centerPhilaeAbydos
Symbolthe throne, the sun disk with cow's horns, sparrow, cobra, vulture, sycamore tree, kite (bird)
ParentsGeb and Nut
SiblingsOsirisSetNephthys and Haroeris
OffspringHorusBastet, and possibly Ammit

Hieroglyphs of Isis:


Isis (/ˈsɪs/Ancient GreekἾσις IPA: [îː.sis]; original Egyptian pronunciation more likely "Aset" or "Iset"[1]) is a goddess from the polytheistic pantheon of Egypt. She was first worshiped in Ancient Egyptian religion, and later her worship spread throughout the Roman Empire and the greater Greco-Roman world. Isis is still widely worshiped by many pagans today in diverse religious contexts; including a number of distinct pagan religions, the modern Goddess movement, and interfaith organizations such as the Fellowship of Isis.
Isis was worshipped as the ideal mother and wife as well as the patroness of nature and magic. She was the friend of slavessinnersartisans and the downtrodden, but she also listened to the prayers of the wealthy, maidens, aristocrats and rulers.[2] Isis is often depicted as the mother of Horus, the falcon-headed deity associated with king and kingship (although in some traditions Horus's mother was Hathor). Isis is also known as protector of the dead and goddess of children.
The name Isis means "Throne".[3] Her headdress is a throne. As the personification of the throne, she was an important representation of the pharaoh's power. The pharaoh was depicted as her child, who sat on the throne she provided. Her cult was popular throughout Egypt, but her most important temples were at Behbeit El-Hagar in the Nile delta, and, beginning in the reign with Nectanebo I (380–362 BCE), on the island of Philae in Upper Egypt.
In the typical form of her myth, Isis was the first daughter of Geb, god of the Earth, and Nut, goddess of the Sky, and she was born on the fourth intercalary day. She married her brother, Osiris, and she conceived Horus with him. Isis was instrumental in the resurrection of Osiris when he was murdered by Set. Using her magical skills, she restored his body to life after having gathered the body parts that had been strewn about the earth by Set.[4]
This myth became very important during the Greco-Roman period. For example, it was believed that the Nile River flooded every year because of the tears of sorrow which Isis wept for Osiris. Osiris's death and rebirth was relived each year through rituals. The worship of Isis eventually spread throughout the Greco-Roman world, continuing until the suppression of paganism in the Christian era.[5] The popular motif of Isis suckling her son Horus, however, lived on in a Christianized context as the popular image of Mary suckling her infant son Jesus from the fifth century onward.[6]

The Greek name version of Isis is close to her original, Egyptian name spelling (namely Aset).[1] Isis' name was originally written with the signs of a throne seat (Gardiner sign Q1, pronounced "as" or "is"), a bread loaf (Gardiner sign X1, pronounced "t" or "tj") and with an unpronounced determinative of a sitting woman. A second version of the original was also written with the throne seat and the bread loaf, but ended with an egg symbol (Gardiner sign H8) which was normally read "set", but here it was used as a determinative to promote the correct reading. The grammar, spelling and used signs of Isis' name never changed during time in any way, making it easy to recognize her any time.[1]
However, the symbolic and metaphoric meaning of Isis' name remains unclear. The throne seat sign in her name might point to a functional role as a goddess of kingship, as the maternal protector of the ruling king. Thus, her name could mean "she of the kings' throne". But all other Egyptian deities have names that point to clear cosmological or nature elemental roles ( = the sun; Ma'at = justice and world order), thus the name of Isis shouldn't be connected to the king himself.[1] The throne seat symbol might alternatively point to a meaning as "throne-mother of the gods", making her the highest and most powerful goddess before all other gods. This in turn would supply a very old existence of Isis, long before her first mentioning during the late Old Kingdom, but this hypothesis remains unproven.[1] A third possible meaning might be hidden in the egg-symbol, that was also used in Isis' name. The egg-symbol always represented motherhood, implying a maternal role of Isis. Her name could mean "mother goddess", pointing to her later, mythological role as the mother of Horus. But this remains problematic, too: the initial mother-goddess of Horus was Hathor, not Isis.[1]

Principal features of the cult


Isis depicted with outstretched wings (wall painting, c. 1360 BCE)
Most Egyptian deities were first worshipped by very local cults, and they retained those local centres of worship even as their popularity spread, so that most major cities and towns in Egypt were known as the home of a particular deity. However, the origins of the cult of Isis are very uncertain. In fact, Egyptologists such as Maria Münster[7] and Jan Assmann[8] point to the lack of archaeological evidences for a goddess 'Isis' before the time of the late Old Kingdom of Egypt.[7]
The first secure references to Isis date back to the 5th dynasty, when her name appears in the sun temple of king Niuserre and on the statue of a priest named Pepi-Ankh, who worshipped at the very beginning of 6th dynasty and bore the title "high priest of Isis and Hathor".[7] Also, according to Veronica Ions book "Egyptian Mythology" from 1981 on page 56, "Isis (or Eset) was also originally an independent and popular deity whose followers were established in pre- dynastic times in the northern Delta, at Sebennytos."

Classical Egyptian period

Isis nursing Horus (Louvre)
During the Old Kingdom period, Isis was represented as the wife or assistant to the deceased pharaoh. Thus she had a funerary association, her name appearing over eighty times in the pharaoh's funeral texts (the Pyramid Texts). This association with the pharaoh's wife is consistent with the role of Isis as the spouse of Horus, the god associated with the pharaoh as his protector, and then later as the deification of the pharaoh himself.
But in addition, Isis was also represented as the mother of the "four sons of Horus", the four deities who protected the canopic jars containing the pharaoh's internal organs. More specifically, Isis was viewed as the protector of the liver-jar-deity, Imsety.[9] By the Middle Kingdom period, as the funeral texts began to be used by members of Egyptian society other than the royal family, the role of Isis as protector also grew, to include the protection of nobles and even commoners.[citation needed]
By the New Kingdom period, in many places, Isis was more prominent than her spouse. She was seen as the mother of the pharaoh, and was often depicted breastfeeding the pharaoh. It is theorized that this displacement happened through the merging of cults from the various cult centers as Egyptian religion became more standardized.[citation needed]When the cult of Ra rose to prominence, with its cult center at Heliopolis, Ra was identified with the similar deity, Horus. But Hathor had been paired with Ra in some regions, as the mother of the god. Since Isis was paired with Horus, and Horus was identified with Ra, Isis began to be merged with Hathor as Isis-Hathor. By merging with Hathor, Isis became the mother of Horus, as well as his wife. Eventually the mother role displaced the role of spouse. Thus, the role of spouse to Isis was open and in the Heliopolis pantheon, Isis became the wife of Osiris and the mother of Horus/Ra. This reconciliation of themes led to the evolution of the myth of Isis and Osiris.[9]

Isis worship typically took place within an Iseum. In Egypt, Isis would have received the same sort of rituals as other Egyptian Deities, including daily offerings. She was served by both priests and priestesses throughout the history of her cult. By the Greco-Roman era, the majority of her priests and priestesses had a reputation for wisdom and healing, and were said to have other special powers, including dream interpretation and the ability to control the weather, which they did by braiding or not combing their hair.[citation needed] The latter was believed because the Egyptians considered knots to have magical powers.
The cult of Isis and Osiris continued at Philae up until the 450s CE, long after the imperial decrees of the late 4th century that ordered the closing of temples to "pagan" gods. Philae was the last major ancient Egyptian temple to be closed.[10]



Knot of Isis
in hieroglyphs
Due to the association between knots and magical power, a symbol of Isis was the tiet or tyet (meaning welfare/life), also called the Knot of IsisBuckle of Isis, or the Blood of Isis, which is shown to the right. In many respects the tyet resembles an ankh, except that its arms point downward, and when used as such, seems to represent the idea of eternal life or resurrection. The meaning of Blood of Isis is more obscure, but the tyet often was used as a funerary amulet made of red woodstone, or glass, so this may simply have been a description of the appearance of the materials used.[11][12][13]
The star Sopdet (Sirius) is associated with Isis. The appearance of the star signified the advent of a new year and Isis was likewise considered the goddess of rebirth and reincarnation, and as a protector of the dead. The Book of the Dead outlines a particular ritual that would protect the dead, enabling travel anywhere in the underworld, and most of the titles Isis holds signify her as the goddess of protection of the dead.


Isis nursing Horus, wearing the headdress of Hathor.
In art, originally Isis was pictured as a woman wearing a long sheath dress and crowned with the hieroglyphic sign for a throne. Sometimes she is depicted as holding a lotus, or, as a sycamore tree. One pharaoh, Thutmose III, is depicted in his tomb as nursing from a sycamore tree that has a breast.
After she assimilated many of the roles of Hathor, Isis's headdress was replaced with that of Hathor: the horns of a cow on her head, with the solar disk between them, and often with her original throne symbol atop the solar disk. Sometimes she also is represented as a cow, or with a cow's head. She is often depicted with her young child, Horus (the pharaoh), with a crown, and a vulture. Occasionally she is represented as a kite flying above the body of Osiris or with the dead Osiris she works her magic to bring him back to life.
Most often Isis is seen holding an ankh (the sign for "life") and a simple lotus staff, but in late images she is sometimes seen with the sacred sistrum rattle and the fertility-bearing menat necklace, items usually associated with Hathor. In The Book of Coming Forth By Day Isis is depicted standing on the prow of the Solar Barque with her arms outstretched.[2]


Sister-wife to Osiris

Isis Nursing Horus,[14] the Walters Art Museum
During the Old Kingdom period, the pantheons of individual Egyptian cities varied by region. During the 5th dynasty, Isis entered the pantheon of the city of Heliopolis. She was represented as a daughter of Nut and Geb, and sister to Osiris, Nephthys, and Set. The two sisters, Isis and Nephthys, often were depicted on coffins, with wings outstretched, as protectors against evil. As a funerary deity, she was associated with Osiris, lord of the underworld, and was considered his wife.

Rare terracotta image of Isis lamenting the loss of Osiris(eighteenth dynasty) Musée du LouvreParis
A later myth, when the cult of Osiris gained more authority, tells the story of Anubis, the god of the underworld. The tale describes how Nephthys was denied a child by Set and disguised herself as her twin, Isis, to seduce him. The plot succeeded, resulting in the birth of Anubis.
In fear of Set's retribution, Nephthys persuaded Isis to adopt Anubis, so that Set would not find out and kill the child. The tale describes both why Anubis is seen as an underworld deity (he becomes the adopted son of Osiris), and why he could not inherit Osiris's position (as he was not actually the son of Osiris but of his brother Set), neatly preserving Osiris's position as lord of the underworld.
The most extensive account of the Isis-Osiris story known today is Plutarch's Greek description written in the 1st century CE, usually known under its Latin title De Iside et Osiride.[15]
In that version, Set held a banquet for Osiris in which he brought in a beautiful box and said that whoever could fit in the box perfectly would get to keep it. Set had measured Osiris in his sleep and made sure that he was the only one who could fit the box. Several tried to see whether they fit. Once it was Osiris's turn to see if he could fit in the box, Set closed the lid on him so that the box was now a coffin for Osiris. Set flung the box in the Nile so that it would drift far away. Isis went looking for the box so that Osiris could have a proper burial. She found the box in a tree in Byblos, a city along the Phoenician coast, and brought it back to Egypt, hiding it in a swamp. But Set went hunting that night and found the box. Enraged, Set chopped Osiris's body into fourteen pieces and scattered them all over Egypt to ensure that Isis could never find Osiris again for a proper burial.[16][17]
Isis and her sister Nephthys went looking for these pieces, but could only find thirteen of the fourteen. Fish had swallowed the last piece, his phallus. With Thoth's help she created a golden phallus, and attached it to Osiris’s body. She then transformed into a kite, and with the aid of Thoth’s magic conceived Horus the Younger. The number of pieces is described on temple walls variously as fourteen and sixteen, one for each nome or district.[17]

Mother/Sister of Horus

Yet another set of late myths detail the adventures of Isis after the birth of Osiris's posthumous son, Horus. Isis was said to have given birth to Horus at Khemmis, thought to be located on the Nile Delta.[18] Many dangers faced Horus after birth, and Isis fled with the newborn to escape the wrath of Set, the murderer of her husband. In one instance, Isis heals Horus from a lethal scorpion sting; she also performs other miracles in relation to the cippi, or the plaques of Horus. Isis protected and raised Horus until he was old enough to face Set, and subsequently become the pharaoh of Egypt. In some stories, Isis is referred to as Horus' sister.


It was said that Isis tricked Ra into telling her his "secret name" by causing a snake to bite him, the antidote to whose venom only Isis possessed. Knowing his secret name thus gave her power over him. The use of secret names became central in many late Egyptian magic spells. By the late Egyptian historical period, after the occupations by the Greeks and the Romans, Isis became the most important and most powerful deity of the Egyptian pantheon because of her magical skills. Magic is central to the entire mythology of Isis, arguably more so than any other Egyptian deity.
Isis had a central role in Egyptian magic spells and ritual, especially those of protection and healing. In many spells her powers are merged with those of her son Horus. His power accompanies hers whenever she is invoked. In Egyptian history the image of a wounded Horus became a standard feature of Isis's healing spells, which typically invoked the curative powers of Isis' milk.[19]

Greco-Roman world

Interpretatio graeca

Isis (seated right) welcoming the Greek heroine Io as she is borne into Egypt on the shoulders of the personified Nile, as depicted in a Roman wall painting from Pompeii
Using the comparative methodology known as interpretatio graeca, the Greek historian Herodotus (5th century BCE) described Isis by comparison with the Greek goddess Demeter, whose mysteries at Eleusis offered initiates guidance in the afterlife and a vision of rebirth. Herodotus says that Isis was the only goddess worshiped by all Egyptians alike.[20]

Terracotta figure of Isis-Aphrodite from Ptolemaic Egypt
After the conquest of Egypt by Alexander the Great and the Hellenization of the Egyptian culture initiated by Ptolemy I Soter, Isis became known as Queen of Heaven.[21] Other Mediterranean goddesses, such as Demeter, Astarte, and Aphrodite, became identified with Isis, as did the Arabian goddess Al-‘Uzzá through a similarity of name, since etymology was thought to reveal the essential or primordial nature of the thing named.[22] An alabaster statue of Isis from the 3rd century BCE, found in Ohrid, in the Republic of Macedonia, is depicted on the obverse of the Macedonian 10 denar banknote, issued in 1996.[23]

Isis in the Roman Empire

Roman Isis holding a sistrum and oinochoe and wearing a garment tied with a characteristic knot, from the time of Hadrian (117–138 CE)
Tacitus writes that after the assassination of Julius Caesar, a temple in honour of Isis had been decreed, but was suspended by Augustus as part of his program to restore traditional Roman religion. The emperor Caligula, however, was open to Eastern religions, and the Navigium Isidis, a procession in honor of Isis, was established in Rome during his reign.[24]According to the Jewish historian Josephus, Caligula donned female garb and took part in the mysteries he instituted. Vespasian, along with Titus, practised incubation in the Roman IseumDomitian built another Iseum along with a Serapeum. In a relief on the Arch of Trajan in Rome, the emperor appears before Isis and Horus, presenting them with votive offerings of wine.[24] Hadrian decorated his villa at Tibur with Isiac scenes. Galerius regarded Isis as his protector.[25]

Ruins of the Temple of Isis in Delos
The religion of Isis thus spread throughout the Roman Empireduring the formative centuries of Christianity. Wall paintings and objects reveal her pervasive presence at Pompeii, preserved by the eruption of Vesuvius in 79 CE. In Rome, temples were built (such as the Temple of Isis and Serapis) and obelisks erected in her honour. In Greece, the cult of Isis was introduced to traditional centres of worship in DelosDelphiEleusis and Athens, as well as in northern Greece. Harbours of Isis were to be found on the Arabian Sea and the Black Sea. Inscriptions show followers in Gaul, Spain, Pannonia, Germany, Arabia, Asia Minor, Portugal and many shrines even in Britain.[26] Tacitus interprets a goddess among the Germanic Suebi as a form of Isis whose symbol (signum) was a ship.[27] Bruce Lincoln regards the identity of this Germanic goddess as "elusive".[28]
The Greek antiquarian Plutarch wrote a treatise on Isis and Osiris,[29] a major source for Imperial theology concerning Isis.[15] Plutarch describes Isis as "a goddess exceptionally wise and a lover of wisdom, to whom, as her name at least seems to indicate, knowledge and understanding are in the highest degree appropriate... ." The statue of Athena in Sais was identified with Isis, and according to Plutarch was inscribed "I am all that has been, and is, and shall be, and my robe no mortal has yet uncovered."[30] At Sais, however, the patron goddess of the ancient cult was Neith, many of whose traits had begun to be attributed to Isis during the Greek occupation.
The Roman writer Apuleius recorded aspects of the cult of Isis in the 2nd century CE, including the Navigium Isidis and the mysteries of Isis in his novel The Golden Ass. The protagonist Lucius prays to Isis as Regina Caeli, "Queen of Heaven":
You see me here, Lucius, in answer to your prayer. I am nature, the universal Mother, mistress of all the elements, primordial child of time, sovereign of all things spiritual, queen of the dead, queen of the ocean, queen also of the immortals, the single manifestation of all gods and goddesses that are, my nod governs the shining heights of Heavens, the wholesome sea breezes. Though I am worshipped in many aspects, known by countless names ... the Egyptians who excel in ancient learning and worship call me by my true name...Queen Isis.[31]

Isis in black and white marble (Roman, 2nd century CE)
According to Apuleius, these other names include manifestations of the goddess as Ceres, "the original nurturing parent"; Heavenly Venus (Venus Caelestis); the "sister of Phoebus", that is, Diana or Artemis as she is worshipped at Ephesus; or Proserpina (Greek Persephone) as the triple goddess of the underworld.[32] From the middle Imperial period, the title Caelestis, "Heavenly" or "Celestial", is attached to several goddesses embodying aspects of a single, supreme Heavenly Goddess. The Dea Caelestis was identified with the constellation Virgo (the Virgin), who holds the divine balance of justice.

Greco-Roman temples

On the Greek island of Delos a Doric Temple of Isis was built on a high over-looking hill at the beginning of the Roman period to venerate the familiar trinity of Isis, the Alexandrian Serapis and Harpocrates. The creation of this temple is significant as Delos is particularly known as the birthplace of the Greek gods Artemis and Apollo who had temples of their own on the island long before the temple to Isis was built.
In the Roman Empire, a well-preserved example was discovered in Pompeii. The only sanctuary of Isis (fanum Isidis) identified with certainty in Roman Britain is located in Londinium (present-day London).[33]

Late antiquity

The cult of Isis was part of the syncretic tendencies of religion in the Greco-Roman world of late antiquity. The names Isidoros and Isidora in Greek mean "gift of Isis" (similar to "Theodoros", "God's gift").
The sacred image of Isis with the Horus Child in Rome often became a model for the Christian Marycarrying her child Jesus and many of the epithets of the Egyptian Mother of God came to be used for her.[34]

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By Bro. Harold A. Kingsbury, Massachusetts

WHY is my Master Mason's Lodge said to have a particular color of transcending importance?" "Why is that particular color said to be blue?"
The Mason who pauses in his Masonic journey to ask himself these questions, or equivalent ones, has thereby set himself in the may of investigating yet another phase of Masonic symbolism. For, in the attempt to answer his two queries, the self-questioner's first thought is that the lodge is not possessed, in a physical sense, of a particular and transcendingly important color, blue or otherwise; and, when he reminds himself that there are rational explanations for practically everything in Masonry and that most of those explanations are founded in symbolism, his second thought is that a color, a particular color, is assigned to his lodge for symbolistic reasons, and that that color has a symbolic meaning. Thus he is brought to a consideration of the symbolism of colors and, more particularly, to a consideration of the symbolism of blue.
If, now, he investigates the matter very briefly, running over almost superficially the general subject of the symbolism of colors and considering somewhat more deeply the symbolism of blue, the inquiring Mason will, it is probable, arrive at substantially the following:
The assigning of symbolic meanings to colors is probably as old as symbolism itself. To cite but one set of examples from the practices of an ancient people: The Egyptians, those ancient masters of symbolism to whom the investigator of the symbols used in Masonry first looks for explanations of those symbols, made use of colors in their hieroglyphics to convey certain definite ideas, each color being expressive of certain conceptions. Hieroglyphs of the spirits of the dead were characterized by white. Men were marked out by having their flesh red, while the flesh of the women was yellow. Sapphire was the color of the Egyptian god Amon. Green was the color used for the flesh of the god Ptah, founder of the world, the active creative spirit and the divine intelligence, and was also the color used for the flesh of Lunus, the moon. Russet- brown was the color given to the flesh of Thoueri, the concubine of Typhon. And black was the color of Anubis, the god of the dead and of embalming.
The colors symbolically significant in Masonry are purple, red, white, black, green, yellow, violet and blue. Each color has for its purpose the teaching to the Mason of a valuable moral lesson or the calling of his attention to some historical fact of interest Masonically, certain of the colors serving both purposes at one and the same time.
Purple, being a mixture of blue and red, is, to the Mason, the symbol of fraternal union because it is composed of the color adopted for the Master Mason's Lodge and that adopted for the Chapter of Royal Arch Companions, these two Masonic bodies being indissolubly connected since the Royal Arch is an essential and component part of the present-day mutilated Master Mason's degree. For this reason purple is adopted as the proper color for the Mark, the Past, and the Most Excellent Master degrees, to symbolize the fact that those degrees connect the Master Mason's degree with the Royal Arch.
Red is the color of fire, and fire was to the Egyptians the symbol of the regeneration and the purification of souls. Hence, in the Masonic system, red is the symbol of regeneration. Thus red is the color assigned to the Royal Arch Degree since that degree teaches the regeneration of life.
White is the symbol of purity, the reasons for adopting this conception being obvious. Therefore, in Masonry it is, properly, the color adopted for certain of the garments of investiture of the candidate.
Black from the remotest antiquity has been the symbol of grief and such is its significance to the Mason.
Green, being the unchanging color of the various evergreen trees, shrubs, and so forth, is, in the symbolistic system of Masonry, the color symbolic of the unchanging immortality of all that is divine and true. This conception Masonry has received from the ancients, more particularly the Egyptians. For example, with the Egyptians, as noted above, Ptah was pictured as having green flesh. Also, the goddess Pascht, the divine preserver, and Thoth, the instructor of men in the sacred doctrines of truth, were both painted with green flesh. So the Mason, adhering once more, as he so often does, to the conceptions of the Egyptians, chooses for his symbol of the immortality of the soul which he knows to be divine and true an object, the acacia, whose color is unchanging green.
Yellow was to the ancients the symbol of light. Though unemphasized and seemingly almost unrecognised in Masonry yellow is, nevertheless, a true Masonic symbolic color since it symbolizes to the Mason that Great Thing to the finding of which his Masonic Search is devoted and to the source of which his Masonic pathway leads the Light of Truth.
Violet is the symbol of mourning, the Mason here adopting yet another of the conceptions of an ancient people, this time the Chinese.
Blue is the supreme color of Masonry. First, because it is that color which, among all those used in Masonry, is the unquestioned Masonic possession of every Mason. The Royal Arch Mason may attempt to appropriate to himself the red, the Perfect Master may feel himself the exclusive proprietor of the green and the black, and so on, but blue is acknowledged by every Mason to belong to us all and no Mason, whatever his degree, questions the Master Mason's ownership of blue. Second, blue is the supreme color because it has, coupled with its universality, a place in symbolism which, both as regards importance of lessons taught and as regards legitimacy as a symbol, is second to that of no Masonic color.
The use of blue in religious ceremonials, and as a symbol, comes to Masonry from many of the different peoples of antiquity. Among the Hebrews various articles of the high priest's clothing were blue. one of the veils of the tabernacle was blue. In his initiation into the Druidical Mysteries the candidate was invested with a robe one of whose colors was blue. The Babylonians clothed their idols in blue. The Hindoo god Vishnu was represented as blue. And among the medieval Christians blue was considered a peculiarly important color.
Blue was the symbol of perfection to the Hebrews, to the Druids the symbol of Truth, to the Chinese the symbol of Deity, and to the medieval Christians it was the symbol of immortality. So, for the Mason, the color of his Master Mason's lodge is the symbol of perfection, truth, immortality and Deity.
Finally and preeminently, and following the teachings and conceptions of the Egyptians aald the Hindoos, blue is the symbol of that which the Craftsman must, since he is a Mason, always revere and of that which his Master Mason's lodge must, when its work and its teachings are properly understood and accepted, cause him to Progressively revere the more Divine Wisdom.


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